At first it seemed to be a classic example of the regular abandonment issues I have. This isn't the case though.
I trust.
I know there is no reason not to.
I just wish that when plans had changed and became more interesting that I could have been included. Makes me feel like a loser second class citizen. At least an offer would have been nice.
As it is, I'm sat at home watching films and waiting for an email. That is pretty lame.
It would apparently make me not good enough to be taken out as a partner to a social event.
That makes me rather sad. Also, kind of not terribly happy. We just reached a new modus of understanding. I don't want to be a tool and act like a jerk. However, I would have appreciated a signal that would have indicated some inclusion. What I feel I got was "Have a good night, I'll email you later when I'm home".
What would have been fantastic would have been, "Wow! I got to this party unexpectedly and would love you to come and be with me here.". Didn't happen.
I want us to be a couple. I do feel quite strongly about that fact. Even this was endorsed by a crazy woman in the Metro this morning.
Back to the Tudors then! Bon soir!
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